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Im meant to be studying now omg cant get anything into my head. Its like I dont even know how to anymore. But I have to force myself. I have exams on next week, so I will study hard and make sure its all worth it, staying here instead of going back. Its what he wouldve wanted. I miss him with every bit of my heart. Im sure he'll always be watching over me. Its still a big shock to me, but even though everything happened so quickly and suddenly, I thank God that he came to visit me and I saw him for one last time at least. Rest in peace papa |
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| Hello baby this is for you cause I know youd be reading hahah. Its now 12.01 which means its your birthday today! :D HAPPY 17TH LOVE. You are still my forever even though youre old now. I hope you'll have more fun this yr than you did last yr?? Mmhmm. It was great seeing you again yesterday. I missed you way too much. Oh yes and heres a belated love heart for you, for the 2nd. 7 months and counting baby. I love you. I love how we have so much fun whenever we're together, everything is perfect. I love our late night talks even though it deprives us of sleep. You need to catch up on sleep soon alright! I'll always be thinking of you!! 
Yes I made it extra extra large this time. I wonder how retarded that'll look on your retarded mozilla. |
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| Omg ever since my grandfathers has had his operation here, hes been in a really bad mood, and being really stubborn about everything, making life really difficult for my parents. Sigh I feel so bad for them. Like he refuses to eat anything that my mum cooks and demands for certain types of food only. When she goes out to buy him what he wants, he decides that he doesnt wanna eat it afterall -.- Now theres this whole pile of useless food sitting in the kitchen. This has been going on for like... 2 weeks, my mum seems really stressed nowadays I dont know how i can help her. He also refuses to use his walking stick, and mum and grandma has to hold him to assist him whenever he wants to walk anywhere. Mum says she doesnt understand why he doesnt wanna use it, cause people can still tell hes old even without it. Dad agrees, saying at least he'll look more independent walking with the stick hahahahaha. |
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| Music always helps, not matter what youre going through. So if you flunk a test, or have a really bad break-up…or just miss someone so much it hurts, listen to this- my playlist: a hundred songs to save your life. - Peyton Sawyer |
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